March 22nd, 2010
WITNESS to a CRIME POSTED AT 09:23 AM it was feb 6, 2010..mga almost 9PM etong nangyari.. wanna shout out your POV?
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March 22nd, 2010
Remembering the good old days... POSTED AT 12:42 AM in workikay
I'm missing my workmates in Aegis PeopleSupport. It all started when I saw our pictures in one of our get away in Quezon. I saw he who must not be named (of course) he used to be a part of my life. I can't deny that-moving on, I also tried to take a peek on all our pictures we had in Tanay, Rizal (Rose's place), Tagaytay, Music 21 (when Hanna resigned) and our get together in SM Mall of Asia. I wish I can turn back time wherein I used to hang out with them. We used to have a cup of coffee in Starbucks or have a drink or two in Sukina, Chiggy's and Chunky Boys. I miss having a conversation with them, especially Hanna, Kat, Rose, Eisset and Bon. They were one of the reasons why I stayed in the account for almost three years. I'll be introducing you guys to all of the people who played a big part in my life during my stay at Aegis PeopleSupport in the coming days. There, my friends who really knew me inside and out. Who saw me how I was miserable during my darkest hours and never get tired in listening with my never ending angst. I'm very thankful for having them in my life. I hope we can set another get together soon. I'm missing you guys.. so bad! Listening to: Fireflies | Owl City Feeling: melancholy |
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March 21st, 2010
ONE MORE, MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY POSTED AT 01:50 PM in limelight, dumbness, the-view
The local production outfit STAR CINEMA just couldn't stop themselves financing great movies, i do mean it . . . in a good way. I was amazed and again moved by this movie, though LITERALLY I must say that I am not an avid fan of Local Movies at all. Recently, i watched their post- valentine movie offering Miss You like Crazy. I watched it with Charmaigne, at first i am too hesitated to watched the said movie because the trailer seems to explain the whole plot of it, and that triggers my thinking that the movie was again PREDICTABLE just like any other feel-good love story movies locally made, for which is very bad attitude of mine because of STEREOTYPING. But I was there already, the ticket has been paid and all i have to do is enter the cinema and watched the movie. I taught the movie was brilliant. But I am a Filipino and you could not took that trait in me, that " COMPARE and CONTRAST " thing. Well as what my profile states, I am a moviegoer and a reviewer as well, I mean I am entitled to my opinion and you of course, you could also do that. Comparing it to the previous movie where Bea / John lloyd teamed up, I am pertaining to the film " ONE MORE CHANCE ", also another movie produced by the largest film outfit in town ( STAR CINEMA ) then second is VIVA films of course. One more chance, i must say a triple slasher to any love story theme movies ever created, yet. That bastard movie made me cry for like 3 times.. i think? I did feel some connection to that movie while I was watching it, too bad i only watched it on DVD, and not on the big screen compared to MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY, though our television is kinda big, so that aspect was already forgiven. hahaha. ONE MORE CHANCE... the movie that even if you keep repeating watching it, you will never find it DULL, i mean no HUMDRUM MOMENTS, and you will never get that UMAY feeling. That UMAY feeling I am pertaining to is that comparable when you are watching WOWOWEE every afternoon, did you get what I mean?. And even though you watched that movie for like 3 times or 5 times, like me, you will do cry and can feel the movie over and over again. Well for those of you who haven't watched ONE MORE CHANCE, i must say that you loosed 3/4s of your life. To gave you an idea what the movie was about, it is about a relationship that stands for i think 4 years already and then suddenly Bea's character ( BASHA ) decided to break up with John Lloyd's character ( POPOY ) to find herself and to grow as an individual. But again that effin LOVE just couldn't help POPOY to miss and continue loving BASHA, though it is already hurting him. Crap! Do i have to tell you the whole story. Yes it may sound like any other predictable movies, but it is not only the story that made me cry for liters, it is their awesome portrayals of their roles. special credits to John Lloyd for his good acting. Of course the movie, just like any other movies, had a twist. And for you my dear readers who experienced a love story like POPOY and BASHA's, better watched this film right now, and memorized those PATAMA lines. who would forget the lines thrown by POPOY? POPOY: BASH, MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA.... AT ANG SAKIT SAKIT NA! POPOY: SHE LOVED ME AT MY WORST... YOU HAD ME AT MY BEST.... AND YOU CHOOSE TO BREAK MY HEART POPOY to JANUS' character: DIba ikaw na rin ang nagsabi na BAKA Kaya iniiwan tayo ng taong mahal natin, baka meron darating na mas OK, na mas mamahalin tayo.. Also Credits to BASHA's character. Bea's emotions in the movie was impeccable. She just gave her uttmost feelings in every line that she is throwing here are just some, you should not miss: BASHA: SANA KAYA KO, PERO HINDI, eh. ANG SAMA SAMA KUNG TAO. BASHA to POPOY: SANA AKO PA RIN, AKO NA LANG, AKO NA LANG ULIT...
SO GO get your ass up and go to the nearest VIDEO CITY and try to buy this movie, I mean not try, just do bought a copy of it, and if the film was "PANGIT", cuss me here in my blog, is that a deal?. And for those of you there who just can't pull their ass up, and afraid to spend and lose their 300 bucks for buying it on the video rentals, try downloading the torrent file to BTJUNKIE.org, but make sure you have Bitcomet or any torrent downloader there in your PC's and laptops, though it may took long, i mean depending on your download speed, but it was worth the wait, but hey wait I AM NOT provoking you to watched it illegally, hahahah, I am just suggesting. But if you are those guys out there who are campaigning anti-piracy and stuffs, better do my first suggestion, BUY IT... Buy ORIGINAL.
And there it was. After almost 3 years of being absent on the big screen, the fans of course miss them like crazy, I must admit it that I am already a fan of their movies, not their team-up. For sure I guaranteee you my dear readers that you will never find me in their mall tours and premiere nights, holding their posters and banners, screaming their names and going gaga just like those avid fans of them. I am already going too far, Going back to what i was saying earlier, the fans missed them like crayzy. And even both of them admit it on local news interviews that they do missed teaming up on the big screen. That is why they have this Post Valentines Offering entitled " MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY". Just an ICE BREAKER, did you notice or just me that notice it?, That every movies STAR CINEMA produces are titles of SONGS, and then that MOVIES OST will be the song on their movie title ( eg.: VERY SPECIAL LOVE, YOU CHANGE MY LIFE IN A MOMENT, NOW THAT I HAVE YOU, ALL MY LIFE, MY FIRST ROMANCE, BCUZ OF U, CAN THIS BE LOVE, and then MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY then BABE, I LOVE YOU ) compare it to U.S based movies. See the difference when it comes to giving a title on their movies, though not all local movies followed that pattern i had obseved. OK so where are we again?
MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY is about a movie where time is not a factor when you are already in love, i mean deeply in LOVE. Though I found some negative goo-goos in this movie and some glitches. Like Maricar Reyes and John Lloyd characters are about 4 yrs already in relationship with each other, then there comes BEA's Character who is very different, bubbly that is why John Lloyd fell in love with her easily. You see... I mean this really happens in real life. But you see it gave the viewers an idea that sometimes the duration of relationship bears only a small weight compared to the quality of love. I mean QUALITY versus QUANTITY is the theme of this movie. Of course hell YES, Quality did won in the movie, ANO BA NAMAN ANG HABA NG RELASYON NYO SA ISA't ISA eh kung MAS MASAYA ka NAMAN dun sa ISA na KAKAKILALA NYO LANG AT WALA PANG ISANG TAON KAYO NAGSASAMA. I think that sentence i created justified the whole movie. Though it may have a negative side for some but somtimes that statement is applicable for some relationships out there. UMAMIN KAYO!! agree??? So that was it. I mean just do watch the movie! Here is a quick glimpse of the movie. Trailer of MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY courtesy of YOUTUBE:
BEA AND JOHN LLOYD team up are the one to beat when it comes to movies. AND of course credits to STAR CINEMA and their DIRECTOR Ms. Catherine Molina, a fantastic job for her team also. Great actor/actress plus an award winning box office director and the largest film outfit in the country, what a trio to beat. THIS ENTRY WOULD be the longest article for any LOCAL MOVIE review i have posted in my blog. FINAL MESSAGE would be, sometimes we put ourselves in the characters in the movie we were watching, it was never wrong, what's wrong is when YOU LIVE THE WAY THE CHARACTERS LIVE in the movie, expecting for a happy ending just like theirs, which will never happen, I guess. LIFE WAS NEVER A HAPPY ENDING, BECAUSE LIFE has no endings, we are the one creating our own script, directing our own stories, producing our own pathways, we are responsible for our own happiness, sadness and dramas. MOVIES are just a small window of what life is, the bigger window is within our own camera lenses. our HEART.
Listening to: afterglow..:) Feeling: movie~ish |
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. SO here is a glimpse of that said movie, a trailer courtesy of YOUTUBE:March 21st, 2010
The Invisible Man POSTED AT 11:58 AM in reel world, what I'm feeling The place was covered by a dark mist and as I looked around, everything changed to a unfathomable scenario. I was scared and left alone as the people around me disappeared into the darkness. Then you took my hand and embraced me as you tried to comfort my shallow heart. You took me away from misery by whispering that everything's going to be okay. My mind tells me that you're a dangerous one and I shouldn't trust you but my heart felt at ease as I felt the warmth of your skin. I tried to have a glimpse of your face but for some reason I didn't have a chance to see who you really are. I always see you wearing that black suite as you visit me in my dreams. A trademark that's always been a big question to me, who you really are? Why do I always find myself being with you? I know you're dangerous but why I feel secure whenever I'm with you?
When will I going to see your face? Reading: plurks.. :D Listening to: Balik Simula | Miguel Escueta Feeling: sick |
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March 20th, 2010
Spills POSTED AT 11:46 AM in moving forward, workikay So you do something to me that I can't explain. So would be out of line if I said, I miss you? I heard this randomly on Amie's player during the first hour of our product training and again, I caught myself staring blankly on the monitor. My friends noticed the odd change of mood but then I decided to be my usual self throughout the day. Amie and Seph kept on asking me if I'm okay since I was always busy jotting something in my journal on my station. One of those weird and crappy mood that I never failed to get over with.
However, as I tried to look around and I saw Emil and Seph fooling around, I gained back my old self again somehow. After shift, we decided to have a snack at McDonald's and had a juicy conversation about life and all that crap. Emil told me that he wanted to clear out the dark clouds over my head. They're not used to my mood that day. I just smiled and I told them that I'm usually like this. Then Rob came in and we continued chatting endlessly about work related issues. I told Rob that there's a paranormal activity in our house and we all decided to check out my crib.
We all ended up drinking and just having fun instead. Rob saw 'my friends' walking around the house. He even told me where in my house has the weird energy and he asked me to clear out everything in my other room and put more lights in the house. Emil and Seph had a weird welcome from 'my friends' as well. Even Rob knew that someone touched his back when he was in the bathroom. Weird isn't it? Anyways at least I have ways
to vent out whatever that bother's my mind. I met new set of friends who
accepted me after spilling out some of the dark past that sometimes
keeps haunting me every now and then. I found real people whom I can be
around with and be myself. These are the new reasons for me to smile and
be happy in embracing changes in my life. Listening to: The Flame | Cheap Trick Feeling: satisfied |
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March 19th, 2010
I have Millions to spend. POSTED AT 04:10 PM in public hair, the-view
Elections are about to come. Presidentiables are really trying their best to leave a mark on us voters. With the ads they are airing every now and then on the television, on the radio and even one time i heard the alert tone of a passenger on a jeep, his ring tone on his cellphone is... guess what? the Manny Villar song. I am sure that all of you my dear readers is familiar to that song and now recently there is this new ad, i think it is about a party list called " AKAP BATA ", and hell! the tune of the song is somehow similar to that of Villar. I don't understand why these politicians spend gazillions of pesos for a silly ad, maybe they are thinking that with this kind of strategy ( making a "catchy" jingle ) would elect them to be the next leader of this country. Oh, FOR MOTHER EARTH's sake, i had enough of those songs. But let me tell you something stupid i did, I remember one time when i first heard the advertisement, i really can't help not searching the lyrics to the web, and from then on every now and then i sang that effin song * nakaligo ka na ba sa dagat ng basura ", especially that first line. Oh yeah! Imagine yourself on a tub of trash, who would have thought of doing that? Villar is lying, i think! Did he even swim on an ocean of garbage? I KNOW RIGHT. Try asking him today to dive to the swarms of garbage, my dear readers IF HE DO THAT, my vote is for him. BUT SHIT! He will never do that, that arrogant orange squash, spending millions of bucks for his commercials. It may sound that I am an ANTI-VILLAR, yeah a little.
Of course I will never forget my profession, MY NURSING CAREER, I will create an organization that caters the need of those NURSES here and abroad, you see I consider those dear Nurses of ours as a hero, not just any care giver. For myself, I would buy a car, the one that OBAMA has.
But I guess I am talking and spending too much. Very disappointing, I may not be using it to adverstisements, but i am spending it to my luxuries. I am just like one of them! Just another man who can't realize the value of a huge amount of money when it is already on our bare hands. I know that even you who is reading my blog, would taught of those fancy ideas I've just imagined/planned too. I guess this is again a mirror for us to reflect. We are angry of someone not spending his/her money wisely, but think of it, there is or there are times in our lives that sometimes we are too blind to realize the value of this colored papers and round silvers / golds. We keep on using it and there would come a time that we are already looking/searching those lost moneys we had just spend, that as if it was misplaced or dropped out on our pockets/ wallets. This conclusion of mine is 85% true, most of the time we are responsible for every piece of peso we are spending. So again, those money of yours, KEEP IT for YOUR FUTURE, you'll never know if there are good investments alloted for you in the coming years, decades, centuries.
My dear readers, HAPPY WEEKEND and enjoy the rest of the day.
This entry contained scripting, which has been removed for your safety. Click here to see the entry in its entirety. Watching: the simpsons @ FOX |
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March 18th, 2010
The words that cut through me POSTED AT 08:57 PM in the past "Buti pa tong si Nicey walang ka probleproblema sa love life.." I just smiled and simply looked away the moment I heard this from my friend during our first break in product training. Words are like knife that can cut through you within your veins. The only difference between them is that no one knows that you're bleeding inside once it hit you. I saw a group of guys walking towards me. A dirty white shirt that has leaves of trees design looks pretty familiar and when they got nearer, it was him. I tried to catch his attention by looking in his eyes but he completely ignored me and walked away.
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was my dream last night. What really sucks is that even in dreams, he's aloof and never really cared about what I feel inside. I'm not wishing the other way around, excuse me! I'm no longer hurting nor bitter with what had happened in the past. I've finally managed to escape from his circle and let go all of our memories that made me miserable for a certain period of time.
The scars I'm
seeing right now will always remind me how painful it is to be in love. I
was deceived and betrayed by the least person whom I expected will
never do it but I was wrong. Since then I decided to push away everything and be silent for a while as I try to mend my devastated life. So if you think I'm
okay, think again. Listening to: Thinking of You | Katy Perry Feeling: sad |
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March 17th, 2010
NAG MOB NA POSTED AT 02:22 PM in public hair, MOBBED as a favorite post
I've been to hiatus for the longest time this year. This year would have been the busiest and the most toxic year for me. But hell, i've said this line to you on my earlier posts, Once a blogger, always a BLOGGER. Going back to the history of my hiatus, it is not a secret to you, my dear readers that I am a Nursing student, and this semester I met hell. Yes! one of the most difficult subjects on my program is Medical Surgical Nursing. I really do find it so difficult, that the chiseled Manoel before became dull, dingy and stupid. I've been to alot of annoying dramas this semester, which today i realized that it is NOT OF ME anymore. I became so premature, childish and a bit of insensitive this semester, that is why i think that it predispose to my failing grades on my midterms. Another thing that kept me so busy this sem, is the rotation of duties, which i consider a hurdle to my time. I've been assigned to the morning shift to the night shift, though i enjoy SOME of it. From the Operating room to the Recovery Room, I also get the chance to rotate on some awesome areas like the TELEMETRY ( this area thought me to read those lines that fluctuates on ECG
Also this semester gave me the privilege to be handled by the dean of our College,INTRODUCTION TO NURSING RESEARCH. We made a thesis / research study. The time, the working hours of my group and the patience of each one of us has been tested. Some of us also work till the midmorning, some of us has already gone to the limits "hindi na natutulog".,only for the love of our research study. Also credits to our credible though cranky leader Mr. John Lopez for his conviction to our study, his logical and comprehensible thoughts and incontrovertible / beyond-doubt decisions,which made passed us to the said subject. Also credits to my fellow groupmates for their dedication, patience and their shared wit to finish this study.
To wrap it all up, I did pass all of my subjects this semester, with all possible humilities. Of course all praises and thanksgiving to God, Jesus, all the angels and all the Saints. I would also like to thank my HS friends for believing and the continuous prayers , to my beloved JERMAC and college buddies for everything, RON DALE for a glimpse of his paper during the final examination.lol. Especially to my best friends, you know who you are, no need for any special mention ( 1 from the states, 6 locally made.lol ). And for those who i forgot to mention but has done a very good job for me this year, thank you. ^^
MOB? Manoelster Online Blog, I once dream of having my own blog, way back 5 years ago. And yes i have succeeded of obtaining that dream of mine, I considered my blog as my online version of me. A diary / a news portal / info hub / my pensieve / vessel of emotions and more, this are just some features of my blog. I started at tabulas with a username of solidarity, i was so amateur when it comes to posting entries before. i could even compare myself as a child having some tantrums and then throwing stuffs to his mother, yes that is me before. When i am bursting with anger with a person i would screw him / her and cuss even CURSE him/her on my blog. I remember a time, i think 2 years ago when Mr. Jayson Posadas ask me to avoid cussing on my entries, that is when i started to minimize the use vulgar words. My blog is an example of change. My layouts, the way I post, the way of using my words just transcends from time to time. I think this time I became more benevolent, humane, altruistic and lenient, but sadly i would like to erase that image. I just don't feel being one of those adjectives. And after 5 years another mash up of my blog was about to unveil , this new change of my blog was so superb that i am liking it already even if this is only my first entry for the newest line up of my blog.
MOB: with a vision of becoming one of the country's premiere BLOG by 2020. More advertisements, more entries, more reviews, more articles, more topsy turvy moments, more money to make from simple posting to endorsing products. Credits of course to my beloved master in web designing whom I worked since I was just starting in this industry i love, She gave me ideas, lessons and houghts when it comes to graphic designing and the likes, Ms. Donna Carlos, THANK YOU so MUCH, that you are one of the reason why my blog never rest. The hunger for blogging runs in the vessels of my system, the devour for information dissemination to the public is just one of the million reasons why I continue my blogging.
5 years? Who would have thought of it, that i will last in this business. Thank you of course to Google for the continuous trust on my blog, also for putting me on their search listing. For Tabulas, who served as my BLOG HOST for 5 years, i know my fidelity has been questioned because of my transfer to BLOGSPOT, but i already deactivated my account there, Sir Roy, thank you for continuing your VISION of transforming TABULAS to be one of the world's premiere blogging host. And of course my gasoline to my engine, those who are responsible of pumping the engine, my fellow BLOGGERS and my avid readers, the word THANK YOU is not enough, I am more than grateful because of you. Let us continue the spirit, the urge to be an ONLINE JOURNALIST is about to start AGAIN. And to start this thing i am asking you now, NAG MOB KA NA BA?
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, HEMODIALYSIS and RSCC. Of course it's not always rainbows and butterflies, I've been assigned to the Med-Surg Charity ward, under the grisly and catankerous Mr. Bolado, but I learned alot from him and his ward, which i think would make me a betterv and a more competent nurse in the future. I will never forget the 